diet

diet

with Elisya, back then,

I was paranoid when i gained as mush as 3-4kg per month

i was depressed and survived on soupy foods for 3 months

but still gained so much

.

this time i gave up

also knowing that i will be able to shed it off

with hard work of pumping out at the gym

still got my AMORE credits to claim

i did not manage to shed till pre pregnancy weight

but i was happy with the new figure

.

so this time i eat as i please

all sinful foods

my gynae is appealing to me to avoid sweet stuff

i lied through my teeth when i replied YES

seriously how to manage NO SWEETS FOOD / DRINKS when its raya fest

and it goes on till the up and coming raya haji

i dont know whats my weight now

i dare not check

.

but i've been gaining a kg a month

which is a miracle to me

so what shall i have for lunch today

after having lontong kering for breakfast

rice in the morning for most weekends now

my concience is terrified by now

but i am so looking forward to a sinful dinner of

rice, durian, coconut milk and sugar !!!

C'caine