Tuesday, June 17, 2008

caveman

caveman
my husband has been called a caveman
this is because he doesn't know FACEBOOK
so if he was called a caveman,
what should i be?
LANA - if you watch Ringo Star's caveman ;)
in fact Glen Ong rightfully put it as we must be staying in Afghanistan
.
HELL NO...i got no idea what is FACEBOOK!!
so he thought maybe THE blogger would have an idea
i laugh it off
i may blog but i never have the time to visit other blogs/sites
i simply need a journal for my lifestory
i am not associated to any blog community
i am surprise that ppl do come visit me sometimes
.
ok i will try to find time to look into it
FACEBOOK
C'caine

Monday, June 16, 2008

first day of work

first day of work
i am very excited about the first day of work
excited because its been a while and i DREAD going to work
so i prepared early
pack my bag
pack their (children's) bag
iron my clothes (a week supply)
prepare myself mentally!!
so much that i was not eble to sleep well
.
he even wish me GOOD LUCK as he kissed me goodbye in the morning!
GOOD LUCK !
i really need it
as i entered the factory
a near chemical waste overflow situation waited for me
it was like a huge banner saying WELCOME BACK
one even said 'HP bergegar seh bila boss balik'
they sure miss me...
C'caine

Monday, May 26, 2008

many firsts

many firsts
its our first sleepover w/o abah
its babyLia's first visit to Johor
its missyE's first dip in the pool!

this was a great improvement from the foot bath in Batam
with cousins cheering her on
it was easy peasy...
it's babyLia's first dip in the basin too
great weekend at PakLong's residence
filled with singing, laughter, swimming & eating
Oh yeah, hapi bir'day to Mirza & Lutfie!

C'caine 16-18.5.08

Saturday, May 24, 2008

a presidential affair

a presidential affair
my boo is playing before the president
wow.. very cool...
btw she plays the trumpet
a real trumpet
celebrating National Family Fest @ theFlyer
missyE 14.5.08

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Monday, May 19, 2008

two

two

5.2 kg
56 cm
breastfed
night feed 2am
diapers S
vaccination 6in1
C'caine

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

double binky

double binky
no way!
i will not allow babyLia get hooked on the binky too
.
esp. after i've seen its mighty powers on missy
- she is still hooked on it
- her teeth seems protruding
- she would throw tantrums for it at bedtime
so why is babyLia sucking on one in the picture shown?
just like before, i was desperate
i was driving alone with the princesses on tow
crying babies would easily make you feel in distress
.
my mama advise me always keep a binky handy in the car
so that's the results
.
double binky trouble
.
but this time i may be in control
babyLia is not one who cries a lot
so this luxury will only be available for her
in very very tight situation
such as this
missyE

Saturday, May 10, 2008

risk

risk
invited ppl over for board games party
hafiz was suppose to teach us but the game manual prove worthy
it was also shana and nurul's birthday week
it was great fun!
will try to do every month or so
meanwhile lets hunt for more games
.
games played:
Risk
Mad Gab
Taboo
Game of Life
the kids were left in the room with disney movies!
C'caine

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

vibe

shopping
wats der to do when you're confined home alone
well not exactly alone
or at least without him around
i feel mighty guilty to do any personal or job related work around him
it is suppose to be family time
even if he hogs the TV and utter less and ten phrases!
i love my family
& i love phil and ted's VIBE too
i have been shopping on ebay
my mission : to get my hands on these
C'caine

Monday, May 05, 2008

swing

swing me
there's not much swings in SGP now
so we were very much excited about it
we went to a Mcdonald's house restaurant at Ang Mo Kio
the playground they had there is much too scary
for missy who is small and meek
so we walk to the park
and it was great and sandy
got adult and child swings
even a mini spiderweb
ah...its fun to play
C'caine

Friday, May 02, 2008

6 weeks check up

healthy
6 weeks baby check up at SGH
time passes by so fast
babyLia is growing well compared to missyE
she is a hefty 5kg now as compared to 9kg-missy
abah said Lia will beat missy in 6 months maybe
...
babyLia is also healthy and doing fine
we remembered the scare when we brought missy to her 6 weeks check up
that was when we learn she got bronchitis
infact she was just diagnosed the same a few weeks ago
...
anyways since i am blessed with 2 girls
tell me which mom is not tempted to buy same clothes
Lia is in size Newborn while missy is wearing size 12month
it fits baby snugly while missy has much growing to do
...
tommorrow will be my 6 weeks check up with Dr Christine Yap
C'caine

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

cooking

cook
'masak, masak' in my deep loud voice
i have no hope to be the next singing sensation
ummie is busy cooking her confinement meals
so i will cook for my teddies and myself...
eew...tak sedap
missyE

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

master bedroom

master bedroom
is indeed the room of all rooms
it not only holds the master and madam of the house
but it holds all the princesses too
in their own beds!!!
a toddler sized bed
babyLia in her baby crib
overgrown missy in a baby rocker!
and
a king sized bed
...
among others
a 6-door wardrobe
a side table
a book rack
also
a superbly plush sofa
...
i am especially proud of the room
the best feature of my house layout
dont ask me how will i kick the kids out of the room
as of now, the priority is my sanity and convenience
C'caine

Saturday, April 26, 2008

sick

sick
missy had been having running nose for 3 weeks now
it has upgraded to cough and phlegm
last wednesday it went up to vommiting
as expected, fever crept up soon enuff
...
now its double whammy
her love for babyLia made the virus jump
babyLia is now having blocked nose
...
not taking any more chances with our GP
we're off to the pediatriacian early in the morning
we were 3rd in line waiting for the doors to open
he shook his head and as he expected a $300 bill
it was our first visit there
usually it was the panic grandparents who brought missy there
the service and counselling by the doc and recep was well worth the money
and the bill amounted to only $170 -
lucky can claim hee hee
...
oh the diagnosis
missy has phleghm in her right lung
one more stage further she will have to be on the breathing apparatus thingy
6 different types of prescription for missy
babyLia has blocked nose and blocked tear duct
3 prescriptions -
cough syrup as a precaution
...
ummiE

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

breastmilk

bust woes
went to the doctors for babyLia's vaccination
but i opt out coz if i wait till next week
she will only have to go for jabs only 3 times
as compared to 4 if i go for one today
since missy had fever even with the most expensive jab
i am not taking any chances
.
also i change my prescription for milk production
currently i am taking Domperidon by doridone
now i am trying Metoclopramide
this is to suppress vomit also
.
ever since the zero milk issue
i experience some cool sensations
as babyLia suckle on one breast
the other breast would feel the suckling too
when i am on prescription
i would get tingling sensations at my milk ducts
i guess the factory is working overtime
now is even better
as i hand out my breast to babyLia the other breast
would have the suckling sensation even before she latches
i hope my milk will last longer this time
i am still eating spinach and taking jamu
even binding my stomach with jamu paste and corset
C'caine

Sunday, April 20, 2008

wisdom tooth

wisdom tooth
abah had his wisdom tooth extracted yesterday
this is the second wisdom teeth already
umie said that abah will end up like atok
wearing dentures before reaching 50yrs old
umie is thanking her lucky stars coz she dont have any !!
anyways abah got himself a week of MC
it will be a painful homestay for him
he woke up with half his face swollen big time
it is due to the stitches
hope he gets well soon
and develop better teeth hygiene
missyE

Saturday, April 19, 2008

one

one
i am ONE month today

weight : 5.14kg height : 56cm

babyLia

Thursday, April 17, 2008

tantrums

tantrums
missy is very fast to snap now
she will throw things within her reach,
beat or scratch anyone with 30cm radius
all this came about with the arrival of babyLia
.
someone ask me before how do i discipline her
shock to her question i replied she does not need it
she is obedient
but things change now as she has reached 2
with a sibling rivalry to match
.
well i have change too
i have started to snap too
i shout and beat her too!!
now even he is losing it too...
.
i told him we cant shout at her coz
she will only follow suit
but how to control now...
C'caine

Monday, April 14, 2008

Thursday, April 10, 2008

mama

mama's home
we went to visit her yesterday
she was not on the bed in the high dependency ward
this would only mean good news
i called my dad and mama answered me confidently
we entered her ward and there she was
sitting on the edge of her bed
talking to visitors
fully aware of the situation
this is great she had fully recovered
baba even made her write and sign her name on paper to practice
this is contrast to a few days back when she dont even know her name!
she went thru 2 MRI scan with neg results - so all clear and normal
she was even up and about with my dad this morning
eating Delifrance downstairs
in fact my aunt met her in the lift all alone in the afternoon
caught her who wanted to jalan jalan
that's my mama - the jalan Queen
ALHAMDULILLAH
everything is well now
so it turned out that some Ustaz visit her last tuesday night
urut her feet and hands
now shes fine and will be discharged today !
C'caine

Sunday, April 06, 2008

mild stroke

mild stroke

my brother called me in the morning
saying mama is sick
he said her sickness was funny
i ask if it was 'supernatural' funny
he said no.
mama cannot talk right
cannot eat right
she went to the toilet and made a big mess
like shampoo strewn on the floor
her eye glasses is the basin
this happen at 4 am and she complain of leg pain
i ask him how long had this been going on
he who is staying there got no idea and tells me 1 week
'you mean mama tak kerja for the whole week!'
it was false alarm that idiot got me worried
the sickness started today
so i said...
when one looses her senses its no joke
it would be a brain issue like stroke maybe
i told him to get up and probe further
next call i got they were on the way to hospital
cik taha and cik ana came to assist
mama could not dress herself or walk!
.
....frustrations settled in
i am still in confinement and i cant go
they called: doctors diagnosed her as mild stroke
my worst fears - reaslised
CT scan did not reveal anything though
at 5pm i sound to my dear husband if we can go
so off we went to SGH
mama could not talk or see much
she just lay there
but good news is her arms and legs are not affected
now my prayers goes out to my mama for a miracle cure
C'caine

Saturday, April 05, 2008

no more milk

no more milk
it happened last wednesday
just what...2 weeks
the last time i lasted at least a month! with bad diet some more
i notice my right breast went zero milk
and both never balloon up enuff for me to pump
so i had no extra supply in the fridge
on wednesday when it dry up,
babyLia refrused to drink from bottle
doesnt matter if it was expressed milk or formula
and she started to fuss on my breast
she is not one who cries a lot
so i start to panic
i mean wat did i do wrong
i really watched my diet, my fluids
i only skip spinach for 2 days but had other types vege
so i went to the doctors
ah, they actually do have prescription
so i've been popping em pills
but they can only make about 60ml per breast
as compared to 100ml each before
well at least i still have milk to feed her
C'caine

Thursday, April 03, 2008

urut

urut
my legs are still swelling from the water retention
it worries me
is it suppose to last this long
worst part is that it hurts
sensetive to touch
yesterday was the last (7th) day of my urut
so today, i made an appointment with the trusted Hajar
i will have to go to her house for the message
which marks the 2nd time i go out during this confinement
C'caine

lollipop

lollipop
my very fist lolly
yummy
missyE

Sunday, March 23, 2008

family

family
since missy was a difficult baby
i had pre arrange food to be catered for the weekend
even got the part time lady to clean my house on Friday
so we invited all family members over
only then it will free up my days and
i will have time to concentrate on my breastfeeding
house was packed amd i thank you all for coming to share the joy
to my surprise lil miss Lia was an easy baby
only cries when hungry and sleep sleep sleep
she doesnt even cry when bathing!
missy in the other hand cried more than missLia
she was temperamental the first night missLia came home
we slept at 2am because of missy not babyLia
sibling rivalry was crazy
i hope missy will cool down soon
thank god abah took 2 weeks leave to help out
ummiE

Saturday, March 22, 2008

jaundice

jaundice
i only had a one night stay inhospital and was discharge
so just as before we have to go and get babyLia checked for jaundice
blood test for her serum bilirubin level
decided to go to the GP which is just at the next carpark
even then i had to go
so told him to drive me there
it was my 2nd day of urut
and with bengkung restricting my movements
this marks the first day i go out this confinement
...
we went to GP only to find out they were not able to do it
so lets forget about it
and just jemur dia sudah
leceh kan ni jaundice
anyways she looks ok except the yellow eyes!!
C'caine

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Lia Insyirah

Lia Insyirah
it may be my second one but i am excited
missy was induced so i dont really know what to expect
it started at 5am - contractions
i figure if it is between tummy ache and passing motion
so i started to time it
too excited to sleep now
so i finish off all my emails and turn on my out-of-office aassistant
He was still lazing around when we need to send off missy first
CTE was jam and my contractions are at 3mins with high intensity
reach the labour ward at 0930hrs (3cm dilation) and game was over by 1100hrs
normal delivery with only the gas as my salvation
no epidural or even pathedine - even when i ask for it
they kept complaining that baby is big , so push harder
there she was... with super thick hair
with a hefty weight of 3.8kg !
SUBAHANNALLAH
ummiE

Saturday, March 15, 2008

pregnancy 2

my pregnancy journey
had been swell...literally
as usual i got no morning sickness or any back discomforts
first trimester i only gain a kg a month
this i find amazing
2nd trimester i gain 5kg in the hari raya month alone
by hari raya haji i gained another 5kg
gynae had advised me to excercise by then
as i mentioned before i did not bother to watch my diet this time
i had accepted the fact that i will gain a whole lot no matter how liitle i eat
this time i was wrong
as i hit the 8th month my legs had started to swell
my fingers were numb and it distracts my driving
in the nineth month, i was still busy working
I could not carry my weight any more
my tummy is too heavy and my legs have swollen beyond recognition
i only manage to get leave 1 week befor my due date
still it was no rest, it was work from home
and home, i have not started with the baby stuff yet
@week39 - weight 90.2kg waist 43inches
i am way too big....huge
C'caine

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

akar fatimah

akar fatimah
it came from the holy land of mecca
i was suppose to drink it everyday after the 7th month
so i tried, the taste is very mild kayu taste !
no problems i can take anything
this time i did not get my hands on any coconut juice
i only drank one can of YOUNG COCONUT JUICE in a can
wahaha... he bought it, so i took one
i also did not get any Bird nest too this time
no worries
as long as i got my special holy water and air zam zam
is packed for the labour ward
i am mentally prepared ;)
ummiE

Sunday, March 02, 2008

teddies

teddies
ummie and abah are cwazy over soft toys
really crazy... especially when its super dirt cheap
after having the nostalgic lunch at ARNOLD's at city plaza
we adopted these furry wonders from 2nd chance store
its now known as Muslim mart
i took one first and refuse to let go
then ummie took her chance & grab the ala POLO bear
when abah grab the ALL BLACK bear with a professional signature on it
so all three of us went home happy

missyE

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

happy new year 2008

happy new year 2008
~sick
a re-decor is in order when the little one is ill
she tends to vomit after taking her medicine
...
25th christnas holiday - vomits after dinner at Bak Ding's place
26th decemder 07 - vomits
30 december 07 - fever at Qaniah's wedding
31st december 07- fever 40 degC
1st day of the year 2008 - fever is subsiding
...
get well my love...
everyone is enjoying their holiday while your petite body is having a battle
ummiE