sixth

sixth

my baby turns six today. feeding time. i got all the ingredients ready. then i changed plans. he would like to be around for her first feeding. so we stalled feeding time till later part of the day. after all the hassle i got tired. there were tons of work to do. double laundry. clean n vacuuming. cooking dinner. on top of that i have a new routine of cooking for missy. its way too much work.

*all this work for healthy lifestyle?*

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seriously whats wrong with intant baby cereals. its loaded with nutrients. it taste good. best of all. its damn easy to make. why i got caught up in the healthy puree food. ok for fruits and vegetables maybe i would still do it. but rice. thats just too messy. especially when such easy alternatives are available.

we grew up in it. my younger cousins grew up in it. nothing is wrong with us. so why not. but all those ppl can make it why not me.. maybe they cheated and had help. *in denial really*

i am scorned because my baby is too young to appreciate what i just did for her birthday. after less than 10 scoops. she refused to take anything else. not water. not milk. nor pacifier. she got disturbed for one hour. then she start screaming her head off. i mean really scream for the next one hour. *new month new style*..

but this time he decided to comfort her. he wanted me to eat first. *i am a phsycopath when it comes to dining. die die i want us to eat together.* as he chants prayers to her. i tried to comfort her too, thats when she screamed like i was dirty! that made me sat on the couch and tears start flowing. what a way to celebrate her birthday. i am sorry baby....

he soon gave up. he instructed me to swaddle her. i was fuming when i found her swaddle was ruined in the laundry. i wrapped her in her yellow kiddopotamus that now had turned bluish. arrgh.. what more could go wrong. she went to sleep soon after the swaddle. we only manage to sit for dinner at nine. but he made my day when he complimented my cooking... thanx hunny...

*now to clean the last bit.. that is the rice cooker...sigh..*

C'caine